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June 30 The football field of CSL Matches is the miniature society of ChinaBit and bit I unwill to lool the China Super-league matches.
The first reason is Guo'an, the football club of my hometown, is proving of still not having the ability to become the champion of CSL step by step. I feel very disappointed. Though the boss spent a lot of money to buy news excellent foreign aids before this season,and the other clubs was out of order in this season,the match result was only so so. The manager could not change the team no matter who excellent new guys join. It is because that the core of the team is Chinese. The core culture of the club is Chinese culture.
In fact, Guo'an is better one in CLS in especially his culture. Almost there are not bad behaviors such as betting on match, bribing the referee and so on. What I feel disappointed to is that I can not find king's blood flowing in their body. So they almost lose those matches which people think they can win easily.
The second reason is fans, referees, players and clubs contributed together so many ugly performances. Those have me feeling weary. Now hearing the news about CLS has been the mental cruelty more and more. There are too much cheating, bribing, violence,utilitarianism and bureaucracy round the CLS matches. The football field of CLS absolutely is the miniature society of China. In China, these are very simple things. Everyday these and the uglier performances are being played anytime and anywhere. So to these bad behaviors in football field, Chinese is not only feel angry but helpless and apathetic. Just like me what I can choose only is escape.
Now to CLS Chinese usually have three way to choose, escaping, denouncing and falling. Just like what Chinese is doing now in whole China. It is so pity. But is there other choice to us? I do not know. So I choose escape. It maybe is the safest way. June 25 Diary's FunctionSuddenly I wake up to an very important function of diary. It is to have person being quiet. Being enveloped by the noisiness and the busy all day, whole man still is restless even though have been back home. Except listening music, reading book and falling asleep, writeing something calmly is another good method to having person escaping and relaxing.
June 23 谈论 再一次欢迎大家解梦！今天的，昨天的，还有明天的 引用
再一次日记其实有两大作用，一个是述说心声，自说自话；另一个则是记录心路，岁月留声。
从小写日记，可从来没坚持住。开始，日记是一种功课，所以很抵触，不爱写；后来，作为一个自我排解的通道，写日记全由心情，搞得三天打鱼两天晒网的。 这一次，又有好久没有写日记了。不是没心事，而是改成写博客了。博客的好处是可以遇到些何以和你聊聊的网友；弊端是不能毫无保留的由性的来。当然，还有一点，是让我最终走回到日记簙的原因。那就是，自己的文字，放在人家那，终究不放心。不过这次比以前还是做了些改变，那就是舍弃本子，改用电脑。说实话，我喜欢用笔写。就如同很多人至今仍然选择纸信。用笔有一种挥洒的感觉，是一种酣畅的宣泄。用电脑，这种感觉就差些。唯一的优点，可能是便于保存和查阅。总之，我这次选了电脑笔记薄。算是一种这种吧。 前面说过，日记有两大作用，之前，我只意识或者说选择了它的第一个作用。接下来，我想把两方面都作用都体用到。即便没什么心事，也算是为今日留下一个痕迹。 PS:大梦 （背景很模糊，有点古时的意思。）身处一个小村庄，一些旧屋，一片树林，林中竖立着一座古塔，塔中含有一个神庙的玲珑。一日，不知为什么走入树林，发现有两个木桩撑着古塔。由于日久，木桩已经腐朽。正观望间，木桩腐朽而断。瞬时，古塔开始下陷。在即将没入地面的之时，我抢出了玲珑。正当我抱着玲珑不知所措之时，从林间传出两只彩狮，（有如“黄飞鸿——狮王争霸”中的那种）。不知善恶，打算狂本逃命。又闪出一个看塔人样的拦路者。一看，竟是熟人。（可惜不记得了。）苦口婆心劝说他，同走。（一样不记得说了什么。）他同意了。一起逃回村子，（不记得狮子还在身后，还是不见了。似乎是没了踪影，）发现村里遭了灾，（到底是什么灾，还是没记住，只是）一个人都没有。惶惶然间，醒了。 June 16 The Anniversary GiftToday rain again. I like rain. Recently, I like it much because of planting two pine trees and some flower around Mom's tomb. God must think Mom is very good person too. It is because that it has rained several times since I planted them. As everybody knows, Beijing is an arid region. Before planting, I am afraid of not raining. It is the gift to Mom's anniversary. I hope that they can grow up well. To be lucky, the rain should be enough. Maybe it is just the gift from God.
Thanks, God. Happy in heaven, Mom. June 10 Are you happy today?Today is my birthday. It is the day that you gave the birth to me, cocked the birthday noodle last time, talked with me last time, and smile to me last time. The day after tomorrow will be your second festa. We, dad, sister and I, do miss you very much. How about you in heaven!
Since you gone to heaven, I had sworen that there is her festa just in my life but not my birthday anymore. I could not carry on any celebration in the day that you left. I could not.
We will visit you the day after tomorrow. I will present some gifts to you. Do you have any special demand? Pls let me tonight. Hope to see you in tonight dream. Bless you being happy in heaven. SeedlingThis Saturday is the second annversary of mom's death. I plan to plant two seedlings in front of her tomb. I had dug the holes. But I could not buy the seedlings. The time is drawing near. So I tried again.
I almost had gone to every gardening shop that I know. But I did not found my favorite. So I had to change my plan. I bought some flower seeds and put my hope on the mausoleum' services. I guessed they have this kind of services because that I remember of ever seeing the seedlings in their yard. God bless my memory is right. June 02 Talk with selfFor serveral days, I had not written the diary.
Diary is not only the way to record one's life but also to keep mental health. People usually should have a way to speak own heart. Someone choose talk with family, friend, or psychologist. And someone choose talk with self. The diary is the best way to do it. At least, I think so. It is the pity that I always can not keep holding on. So the dairy seem like a friend. As everything is right, I often will forget it. As meeting some problem or being idlesse, I will think of it. I almost have not any confidant. The diary is just my closest confidant. And it is vey kind to accompany me and be on call.
I do not know why thinking of it today. The business is steady and many works is waiting for me. Maybe it is just because that I need to talk with self. Whatever, I do need often to talk with self, I do need often to talk with my best friend. May 21 一闻钟情“咱们三见也钟不了情。一见种情不是你一眼看上我，或者是我一眼看上你，不是看，是味道，彼此被对方的气味吸引了、迷住了。气味相投你懂吗？” “两个陌生人，萍水相逢，一见面凑上去一通乱闻，可能吗。”“不可能，不用凑上去，相投的气味隔着八丈远，都可以闻得到。”
这是我一直的深以为然的心跳。一见动心，一见倾心，但只有佐一一闻才能真正钟情。正所谓，色香味。见占五分，闻占五分。见的是色，闻的是香，而味是需要见闻想和才能体会得出的。只有有味，才能让你动心、倾心乃至钟情。只谈色香，动物已。
之所以，沧海苦寻，气味不和。即便偶为色香冲动，也难真正的长久。长久者，必气味和。 April 12 Time To Say GoodByeSit in Prague Cafe again. But I am a bit sentimental. It is because that I have to go home tonight. Everytime I would not wanna leave as come here. To be lucky, I can sit here and write something and enjoy the quiet and soft time again in Prague Cafe before going home. It is cozy. It is very happiness.
Time to say goodbye. I will miss you. I will come back soon. Shangri-LaWithout doubt, Shangri-La' spring is not beautiful enough comparing with her autumn. Though the sky is quite blue and the river is very clear, without setting of the golden field the view is watered down.
What my favorite to Tibetan region are two things. The first is the beautiful scene. The second is Tibetan singing. Tonight we visited a Tibetan family. They sang and danced for us. Their singing is absolutely sounds of nature. It could seeme to wash my heart. Everything of the world went away immediately as the singing sounded and dancing began. It could really be a compensation to the faultiness of the scene.
After looking around all over the southwest of China, the real shangriLa should generally refer to a region. It do not only involve the ZhongDian but also LiJiang and DaoCheng. Every place over there just is the ShangriLa. Every place over there has me indulge in.
Tomorrow, I will have to leave. It just is the life. But I will go back to a certainty for the future. The reason is very simple. It is the life what I want. 布拉格之恋（丽江2009B）对布拉格有一份眷恋之情，舒缓的乐曲，明媚的阳关和闹中取静的惬意，无不让人心驰神往。于是乎，每次来丽江，都要坐上半天，码字、看书，求片刻的宁静安闲。对于今天的世人来说，这真的是非常奢侈的。 丽江就像美酒咖啡，是需要静下心，慢慢品，慢慢感受的。也正是因为，每次都觉得来去匆匆，似乎刚有些滋味，就要离开。 这次是来开会，六天的行程，半天的会，两天跑路。由于要去香格里拉，所以真正算得上在丽江的时间只有一天半。所以，义无反顾的逃离大部队，独自品味这难得的时日。
从离开大部队的时刻，才感觉自己真正走入了丽江，四周安静下来，心灵也安静下来。有人问我一个人孤独么！说实话，也许只有片刻。真的很享受这种孤独。自由，安静，随心所欲。事物的两面性，每个人都会自己的好恶。我想这也许可以算是一个实证吧。
一些喧闹都是虚幻，静是我们的起点，也是我们的归宿。人生就是这么舍本逐末的兜着圈子。明知是舍近求远，可偏要拧巴着。所以，总是觉得很累。 静下来真的是一件比登天还难的事情。光心里明白是没用的，关键是难有几个人做到。我想，这也是大家爱用“偷闲”这个词的原因吧。就如我对布拉格的眷恋。生活可以时时日日处处平静，可偏要不辞劳苦的跑到这里找安闲。出了门，就又躁动起来。有如逃离尘世，到上界偷取了时间一般。错中求对反如偷，可见人世拧巴到何等地步了。 恋这里，更是恋这里的时日。既然偷得片日闲，自然要好好享受。当然，更希望不仅是把这里的风景，更能把这里的时光、这里的心境带回家，带回到以后的岁月中。 清晨与黄昏（丽江 2009A）丽江美，而丽江的最美是清晨和黄昏。至于很多人，丽江的记忆是雪山白日、拉歌打跳、客栈酒吧。但在我看来，这一切都是为了衬托出她清晨与黄昏的别样。一种映衬在人间烟火下的别样宁静。 我爱丽江的放纵，午夜阑珊中的放荡与小巷一隅处的恣意，不为遭遇激情，不为触景生情，不为无为忘情，只为在忘我之时回归真实。想疯就疯，想庄就庄，想走就走，想停就停，没有功过，没有成败，没有荣辱，只有生活，一种可以完全忘我的生活。简单而直接，快意而纯真。 放荡也罢，恣意也好，其实全然是一种放纵之下的宁静，一种身心源泉处的宁静，令人流连忘返、历久弥新。 为此，我一次再一次的来到这里；为此，我一遍又一遍的逡巡在清晨与黄昏。晨晖令石路闪烁着光辉，暮色在檐脊铺撒了神韵，婆娑的树影和路人的倒影，让古朴的街巷散发出一种静谧的生机，让清丽的景色变得越发的生动多彩。 行走着，不停的捕捉着闪现在身边的景致，生怕它稍纵即逝似的。细细想来，这景致其实就有如在活动相框中一般，年复一年的就这么凝固在那里，任人信手来拈。只是对于匆匆的游人，这图画太过珍贵，不知能有几多福分来消受，所以就亟不可待的想装进相机，据为己有。 March 09 Man DavidAs First time looking on David's play, I immediately was attracted by him. I am not like those women fan. What I am fond of is his skill in playing the soccer at that time but not his handsome feature. Of coure, being a man, both his skill and feature have me to admire.
By time goes by, I am esteeming him more and more. It is not only his skill better and better but also his passion higher and higher. Though his feature is enough to have him to gain countless treasure, he still persist in the love to soccer. This concentration indeed has other admiring. And the spirit is just the reason why I am favorite of hime.
Come on! David. You are the model of other soccers. You are the model of me. Wish you could be a member of England Team to attend 2009 Africa World Cup. Keep being a learner foreverI am a fastidious person. I always find others fault. Sometime the standard which I depend on to judge that someone is right or not just is whether others do something according to my order. Once I find that someone does not do something according to my order. I will be angry.
Though the time that I am right is more than wrong, I still think the habit is not good.
Anytime one should keep being a learner all along. Anytime one should keep being low all along. Man always said one should be strong-minded but it is not overbearing. Otherwise none will be unkind to you too and none would like to give you good advice anymore.
Of course, being a manager of the comany also should keep being a learner. But in office I am too high-handed. After turning over to think, I think to correct own habit. Keep being a learner. Keep being a listener. Keep being a actor. Whatever I order or do is right or not, keep being open-minded and patient. So anything will be easy and ok. And tt will be my motto. TaijiRecently, the business was mussy and had me being mussy too. I thought over and confirm that it was because of own fault. I was too fussy.
The core of Chinese Culture is Taiji. The soul of Taiji is following the Nature. It means that handling affairs should be as water, changing along with the topography. Do not worry as in trouble, and not by force. It only will have the circs being worse and worse. But I did so. Many people think that Taiji of China is passive or evasive. So they think that Chinese is slick and sly. I also think most of Chinese is so. But it does not mean the soul of Taiji is so. The soul of Taiji tell us that doing anything should obey the Natural rule. It need the real great wisdom. So settling the problem well or not will really test someone's intelligence. It was pity that I did not pass the exam this time. February 17 UpsetAfter the Spring Festival, my mood still does not return to peace. The personal reasons is that friend had me fellen in trouble and sister met some trouble too. To be lucky, other friend help me overcome the difficulty. Just like chinese always said that time releaves a person's heart. But I do not think that my sister is same lucky as me. I know what she is facing, but without mom I do not know who can help her well. Maybe I can not help me turn the plight, but I will do my best to reduce her pain. Mom, How I need you! Tell me how to do, pls!
The biz reasons is that some self-righteous personnel is not only incapable but also against the rule. It is that I can not abide. But for overall situation of company, I have to abide them in order to mend steadily. To be honest, I very hope that every personnel in my company could gain own achievement of ability and income by working together. If not like the company or with some different opinion, reveal own thought and improve it together or leave. It is the behavior of conscientious people. Even though the attitude is right, doing something against the rule is wrong also and say nothing of you are essentially wrong. I really hope that those guys could wake up to reality as soon as possible and build the common biz together. God bless!
Whatever the matter will be, I must have self return to peace. Doing anything should be step by stey. After all tot bean curd can not be eaten fastly even you are anxious. Believe me, carefully and peacefully, everyone could overcome the difficulty. February 16 Valentine's DayToday is the Valentine's Day. As the past years, I choose staying at home.
The first reason is that too many people will choose to date at today. So all over the city will be crowd and noisy. How could to feel the romantic in the atmospher?
The second reason is that I think that the Valentine's day is the day for some special ceremonial, for example, expressing, proposing and so on. But I will not choose the Valentine's day if I wanna do so. And I am still not ready to do so this year.
For having a quiet weekend, I have my Valentine's day at home by writing and reading some thing. Wish everyone meeting ideal mate and having own Valentine's day in every day of the life. February 01 Rolling ByWonderful days always will roll by. The weather is better and better. And the holiday is closer and closer to the end. Sometime I am just so inconsistent. One side I hope having the quiet and cozy day forever, the other side I would like to enjoy my working farthest. I believe that most people is like me.
Tomorrow, I will start off to home. Here, weather is cold, food is not tasty, language is hard to understand, sanitation is not good. But here, environment is quiet, air is clean, life is simple. In these days, all unfavorable things have left me far away. Everything is easy. Would I have better holiday than it? If there is air-condition, I am glad to have every holiday here. HH! I think it also will be very easy. I like the countryside. I like the country life. Thanks everyone, who have cooked for me, who have given the greeting to me, who have care for me. Especially, thanks for you, CHTHH. Happy new year, everyone. See you next time. Breathing the SunshineIt is the first time to have the Spring festival in countryside in my life. If there is the air-condition in home, I think this will be a very happy festival. Cold has me not feeling to the rich food and the testal play.
To be luchy, the temperature is higher and higher. Before the this noon, I eventually could enjoy the warm and bright sunshine in the yard. I think it is the most happiness in the winter of the countryside. Not only me but also the dogs, the birds, the pigs, the cock and his wives, all are more joyful than the past few days.
I sit in the yard to farthest breathing the sunshine. It is my expectant festival. It is my favorite days. HHHHHHHH! |
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